Token Black Girl

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Awkward Black Girl

Yes, I realize that the title of this blog is vaguely reminiscent of the title of this blog page, but bare with me.

I'm Awkward

Okay, in reality, this is very, extremely, remarkably true, but this time its not about me! In the wee hours of the morning, I accidentally stumbled upon internet gold. I came across a web-series entitled The Misadventures of Awkward Black Girl. I highly suggest you look it up. I have to admit, I was hesitant at first. I have been lead to believe that all media portrayals of black women include obnoxious behavior, baby daddies, atrocious English, drugs, stripping, tricking, and or booty popping in any or all combinations.

This show breaks the mold. This show introduces a character by the name of J, (not to be confused with White J - see episode 5). J comes out right from episode 1 and tells us who and what she is "I'm awkward... and I'm black". Yes, she just up and says it. At that moment, awkward black girls like me around the world sighed in relief. We don't get a lot of recognition.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

The problem with Peanut Butter - A Glimpse into my life

*Note- This is not a story, but a blog about my real life. I have NEVER shared this type of information before, and it was hard to do. It started a a writing exercise in getting 750 words of anything written a day,but turned into this. I know its scattered, broken up, and largely unorganized, but bare with me. This was hard to write.

So today I was thinking about peanut butter. I know, strange right? What could I possibly have to say about peanut butter? The fact is, peanut butter changed my life forever.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Black women to be seen and not heard on BSFS? My true story as posted on

I am new in the world of writers websites, newer still to those that are tailored to the black community. Allow me to say that I was more than thrilled to find communities where I could connect with other black writers. I have joined other writing sites, but because I remained the serious minority with black protagonists and what not, my stories and writing were given little to no attention or credence. When joining writing group collaborations, everyone loved my concepts until I would publish my chapters and they discovered my characters were always black. Suddenly my segments in collabs were treated like a red headed step child.

In light of all that, I was very excited to find sites for black writers like this one. There is another site that I joined that I REALLY loved, I mean I logged on every day to read the works of other authors, checked out 3d renderings, engaged in meaningful discussions and even just to pass the time in that chat room. It was a lot of fun. I found that other members of the black community were more willing to honestly critique and comment on my work than anyone else. My skills grew more in the past few months there than they had in the past few years on my own. Everything was great... until yesterday.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011


Okay Blogger world, tell me I'm not alone? Have you ever had so much to think about that you drew a complete blank on everything? My world is in major transition and has been for the past year. I think these least 6 months have been the most hectic.
This has had quite an effect on my writing. I'll get some great idea, be able to get started, and be left hanging by my muse like a kite after a wind storm. I can't get anywhere on any of my titles! That is hard to believe for me because I currently have at least 7 open stories I can be working on. I usually do. Unfortunately nothing is coming to me. I am at a stand still in life and on paper? This has got to be some cruel cosmic joke.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Same Stuff, Different Day

Okay, so I had to change my web url and all that to get my blog switched to my current email, which was mighty incovenient I might add, but here I am. All my blogs are now centrally located. The crew is all here. I'm back and ready for action.

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Long Road

Okay Blogger fam, this year has gotten off to a slow start fo a sistah, and I mean REAL slow. So as I sit here sipping my bottle of Evian I have to wonder what I've done to contribute to the lack of motion in my life and further more, how in the world do I get out of it? So is taking things slow the worst thing that can happen to a girl? No, of course not. However, complacency is not something I deal well with. In general I always have a plan, a goal, or something to reach towards. I set my mind to an action and I take it, regardless of the obstacles. Right now, I feel like I am the obstacle. I can't get my butt into gear on anything: not romance, not work, not education, nothing! Pray for me, its going to be a long road ahead!

Is there a grownup in the house?

I'm feeling a little frustrated today. I have found all these great websites for creative writers like myself who just want to share their work with other writers and read what others have to offer, however they are dominated by teenagers. not just any teenagers, like middle school aged teenagers who mostly write fan fiction based on Manga or the Twilight series. Are there no active writing societies for adult people? The only ones I found are basically places trying to sell me the benefits of e-publishing. I so don't care. I cant even get this darned blow off the ground, what do I look like trying to e-publish. I just want to write for pure enjoyment and vibe with other people who do as well. More specifically other adults who can at least identify who Envogue or Aerosmith are. Gees, what does a girl have to do to get some love around here. I know I cant be the only black writer out there looking for some peers. UGH!